jackieheartsb:

seagull:

I still haven’t found my place
I hate work, I hate careers
I think it’s all bullshit
Why is my worth dictated by my job in this country?
I cannot stand it
I’m SO TIRED of having to prove myself
and I feel like I do it all the time, with everything. like… JUST GET IT PLEASE I AM SO TIRED

Why is my worth dictated by my job in this country?

i feel so much pressure to just be successful, period…not to be creative, not to accomplish something meaningful or worthwhile, not to reach beyond a 9-5, $60,000-a-year pinnacle in the world of PR. because that’s the best that’s out there, right? that’s what everyone says.

the most i can hope for is to be doing something i love and hopefully will make a living on top of that, as a bonus. but the utter idealism in that belief makes the realist inside of me cringe. 

rarely do people get that lucky: doing what they love and being financially successful and independent in the process.  

“Understand that the right to choose your own path is a sacred privilege. Use it. Dwell in possiblity.” ——-Oprah